Thursday, April 07, 2005
Hmm..don't know wat happen. jus felt that my phobia is back again. hai..fuck sia. try to stop thinkin too much but could'nt haix...past relationship really leave a scar behind. a terrible scar that it can never be removed. out of a sudden it jus fall back into my mind. it was fine at first..but the scar is gettin deeper and deeper. nothing help but to think of it. i should trust wat i have now..i'm tryin my best. my mind..is spinning, spinning and spinning..will there be a stop?
Thursday, April 07, 2005